I, me, myself

20, Female, Tamil, Dravidian, Atheist, Feminist, Communist and a lot more -ist.
Some people call me arrogant, aggressive feminist. Some openly say I am the exact way a girl must not be. In this blurred world of morals, where there is no exact right or wrong, I take the path that I think is right! For when it is night here, it is morning elsewhere, what is wrong here may be right elsewhere.
When feminism is at cross-roads, I choose to be feminist. When supporting Tamil Eelam is considered as terrorism I support it, because I think it is my birth-duty. When people consider socialism dead, I await its resurrection. I am strongly for reservations; I hate caste, and feel that inter-caste marriages are the only way, in fact same caste marriage must be banned! Personally I don’t believe in marriages, I think it is licensed patriarchy. I adore Thlaivar Prabhakaran.

In this large world, I know it is natural to have different opinions about different things, so I respect your right to your opinion, hope you do the same.

Personal:

I have a wonderful dream girl name called ILANTHENRAL, the problem is that it is too romantic, and often people expect the same kind of girl looking at me, soft, kind, small kid, but I am rather a girl who lives in dreams of better morrow.

Born to geeks, and brought up in atmosphere surround by books I am also a geek! (WARNING: u can always find me with some book), my first love was mathematics(thank mom, I inherit the gene from her!), and it still continues to be. Second I fell for the paint brush and lately my walkman. I have two dogs? I don’t know if I have them or they have me, but I love them.

Personally it takes sometime for me to open up (I am more of an observer), once that’s done I am a chatterbox (I never utter anything personal). In any conversion I am mostly the listener who gives a weighed statement at the end! Most of friendship is one way (This is my sister’s statement), I give but don’t take! The worst of me is that I am short tempered, (you cant blame urself when others say that u look beautiful when u are angry), and when I am angry I need to be left alone, consoling never helps. Same when I cry I need to be alone, and almost never say the cause why I cry, only my pillow knows.

I am single and plan to remain that way or be an independent mother or adopt a girl child when I am financially independent, I think it the nurture that matters more than nature.

I am too hopeless in subject of love because I am too hopeful of love and my knight in shining armour. I have had plenty of crushes, mostly on people who wear specs, because they can see me better (in some wrong angle I look more good). Longest crush lasted for 30 days and crashed in 2 minutes, puppy love dies very soon. Love at first sight is (im)possible, but please lunch together and notice the way s/he eats.